Escapism

Escapism :: Updates

Update 06 :: Post-Chapter 9 Log

05/09/24
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Hey! Its been a while since I wrote a log and I apologise for how on/off these are, so I'm going to be clear with how updates are going to continue on from here.I anticipate a lot more workload in the next 12 months, so I am now making the decision to no longer do monthly updates, instead uploading a new chapter whenever I have time to produce one. Getting a chapter out each month seemed feasible previously, but now I think it'd be better if this project took a step back. I think it was clear when I skipped several monthly uploads that this project was more demanding than I thought.If you have been following the story for a while, I really appreciate you sticking around <3To end this log on a good note, it'd be really cool if you could check out the artbook I made at the end of my final year at uni here!Take care :)-Raz

Update 05 :: Post-Chapter 7 Log

07/06/24
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Hihihi!I apologise for the silence following chapter 6 and the lack of a new chapter during April </3 Things have been very busy at my end with my undergraduate studies coming to an end, and a new chapter (lol) starting soon as I pursue a masters degree.While I still want to continue keeping up the schedule of doing a chapter a month, I'm unsure of what the workload will be when I properly start in September so updates may take a bit longer :cHowever, I'm looking to upload the artbook I made alongside chapter 8 at the end of this month (hopefully, I'm also quite busy as of now...) over on Itch.io, so keep a lookout for that! Have a good day <3-Raz

btw this is what the artbook cover looks like in person, its so cool to see your own work physically!!

Update 04 :: Post-Chapter 5 Log

04/03/24
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Hi all! Hope you enjoyed the new chapter, it was probably the most fun I've had creating it :)The next chapter has been written out and drafted, so it should be out at the end of the month as usual! My final deadline is coming up at the end of April however so I will have to work extra hard _;Sometime after the deadline I will be uploading my uni work this term for everyone to have a look :) Stay tuned!!Also, please consider visiting the pages in my previous log to help Palestinians, any donation helps and your voice does make a difference. Thank you <3-Raz

Update 03 :: Post-Chapter 4 Log

04/02/24
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Hello!! Hope you guys are doing well and that the new chapter was fun to read! It's really satisfying to see peoples reactions LOLWith my thesis out of the way, I have some exta time to focus on writing chapters and drawing panels!! Super excited to continue working on this project!I haven't got much else to say personally, but I would like to use this log to promote ways to support Palestinians:
https://www.anera.org/
https://arab.org/click-to-help/palestine/
https://www.gofundme.com/f/careforgaza
https://piousprojects.org/campaign/2712Stay healthy and have a great Lunar New Year to those who celebrate <3-Raz

Update 02 :: Post-Chapter 3 Log

31/12/23
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Hi!! Hope you guys enjoyed the latest chapter, it was a lot of fun to make, though took a while! I altered the artstyle a little bit so I could make panels a quicker pace, hopefully it still looks nice lololI also realised like a day later that I left out a panel near the end, my fault >_> I need to go over the uploads like 3 or 4 times before I publish istgI'll be back in uni in a week's time, so I'll aim to have the script for the next chapter before things start up again for a regular monthly update! See you then and have a great new years :3-Raz

Update 01 :: Exciting News!!

17/12/23
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Hello! I apologise for the radio silence during the past month, uni work took up a lot of spare time -_- but now that I'm on break, I've got time to write up a new chapter (or two)!!I've created this page so that I can share upcoming plans and in general talk to you guys about the story's progress :3That said, I've been given the green light to use Escapism as my Final Major Project for uni! This means I can spend a lot more time developing the characters, environment, and more!I'm really happy to be able to take a personal project and expand on it further like this, so I hope you guys will enjoy its progression too <3-Raz

Escapism :: About

Escapism is an online fiction series.
It follows guild leader Rae and her cohorts as they attempt to make sense of a cyberspace on its last legs and the destruction it brings to the game they find safety in.

Escapism :: Read

Escapism :: 1

The suns are beginning to rise.
They’re wondering why someone like you would still be outside at this hour, hurrying home as though you were never meant to be seen like this, or to be outside at all.

But you have your reasons. They don’t need to know, it’d only disappoint them.

The keys to your apartment ring unceremoniously. They almost slip out of hands that you never seem to keep still, but you narrowly catch them inches off the ground. It was such a close call, actually, that you were certain that they did fall and you weren’t holding anything at all.
Now, certain that you’ve woken up a neighbour or two, you’re finally back in the haven that you call your ‘home’.

You make a silent promise to never do something like that again.

The rays of the sister suns seeping through your already thin curtains are a reminder of that.

But it’s over now. You’re certain there’s no need to perform something like that again. At least, for a very long time.

The silence doesn’t last, though.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Gooooooood
morning

[TCO//B/rae]
Oh
Hey. Been a while.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Yessss ive been so busyyyy
I didnt know how hectic it could get being in this position
Ive got a lot more respect for you!
Haha

[TCO//B/rae]
…I appreciate that,
but it’s not really something that deserves ‘respect’. As long as you know what you’re doing, your guild won’t care about anything else you do.
And if you can carry the whole team. Sometimes people forget that they’re playing.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Damn really
Thats so humble of you though lol

[TCO//B/rae]
I’m just being honest.
People forgetting how to play is a serious issue. It’s happened to me. It can happen to anyone.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Okok i understand you dont u worry
Note to self: make sure people know how to play
Haha
Well
Now that i have ur attention
Guess what
lol

[TCO//B/rae]
Oh god.
What?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Iiiits
update time

[TCO//B/rae]
You’re kidding
Another update?
What even goes on in their heads? What is there they so desperately need to update?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
You took the words right out of my mouth
I dont get it either
Im convinced the patch notes arent even written by people

[TCO//B/rae]
Yeah, there’s like half a human in that studio now slamming their hands on the keyboard.
By sheer luck, they manage to type out something that’s 30% legible.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Ahahaha
I wouldn’t be surprised if that was real
Buuuut
We can do a friendly n see what they really changed

[TCO//B/rae]
I guess we could, yeah
It’s been a while since I’ve done any friendlies. Nobody offers them anymore.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Yeah ikr
Nobody wants to do it in my guild either
Its always
What Land Shall We Conquer Next
Or
I cant make it today I’ve got [bullshit reason] also I’m gonna stop talking in the chat forever. Hearts!

[TCO//B/rae]
Are you sure that’s not them actually having a job and/or a life?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Well
Who plays this and has a life
Hahahaha

[TCO//B/rae]
You’d be shocked to hear how many people are proper members of society.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Thats scary
Oh well ill believe it
Since ur like
Actually pretty busy

[TCO//B/rae]
Yes, good. You’ll never know who’s been doing
-gasp-
Errands…

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Lollll
You say that like you got a 9-5
If you do thatd be fuckign crazy
Youd be lying this whole time
Ooooomg
What is the truth

[TCO//B/rae]
I don’t have an office job??
God how do you type so fast

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Whats wrong with that
Have you logged on yet
Helloooooo
Oh no
Wait
Dont tell me
Your pc is still turning on
?
LOL?

[TCO//B/rae]
Yes it is
Hold on please.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Yes maam
Im just a bit excited yknow
We havent talked in ages
Ur just as moody as u were last time we talked its awesome

[TCO//B/rae]
Awesome???
Um. Well. Anyway, I’m on now.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
YES finally

[TCO//B/rae]
Oh god hold on
OH GOD

[TCO//Y/lerato]
???!??!
What
What happened
Omg LOOOLLLL
Wait

-TCO Welcomes You!-We’re so glad to have you!
With over 50,000 guild members and counting, we’re so excited to welcome you to a new world!
The TCO is more than just a battle simulator. What makes us stand out from competing games is our unique virtual realm!
Check it out with our tutorial world!

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[Y/lerato]
Veil
Is she stuck in the tutorial world

[B//A/veil]
Yeah.
This dumb fuck didn’t press ‘skip’ fast enough.
What a loser. I can’t even move.

[Y/lerato]
NO AHAHAHA
Aw come on dont call her dumb you wouldnt be here w/o her
Be niceys

[B//A/veil]
I refuse to be ‘niceys’ when the fucker controlling me can't even play the game properly.

[Y/lerato]
Wow chill out
At least you can chat
You can talk to mon right

[B//A/veil]
Oh yes I’ll talk to another avatar that’ll rip me to shreds if I look at them wrong.
Which is somehow
Whenever they feel like it
!
I could be with other people who actually respect me rather than be here, for some bullshit friendly.
Thanks, Lerato. Thanks, Rae. I’m so honoured to be here!

[B/rae]
WOW
Is that how you talk to other guild leaders?
That’s so rude. I thought it was ironic before, but I guess not!

[Y/lerato]
Thts what im saying!
Veil u should apologise
Right now

[B/rae]
…I don’t think it’ll reply anymore.

[Y/lerato]
Damn

[B/rae]
Should we start?

[Y/lerato]
Yes!

-Friendly match engaged with Y/lerato-

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[scene removed]

-Friendly match complete-

[Y/lerato]
Woah
You werent uhhhh
Going easy on me?

[B/rae]
I was at first. Been feeling exhausted, you caught me at a weird time.

[Y/lerato]
Ooooohkay
Ive
Umm
Got a Lot
To improve on

[B/rae]
If you want me to be honest, yes.
But you should ask Monitor too.
They’ll know your fighting style more than me.
That’s all I’ll say.
Since, you know, we are meant to be rivals officially.

[Y/lerato]
Yeah yeha i get you
Lol
Ok im not gonna bother you since ur tired
From your
“job”
Hahaha

[B/rae]
I can assure you I have a proper job.

[Y/lerato]
Riiiight
Ok cya lets talk soon
Ill be better next time!
Mayb I’ll get to beat you
Hehehe

[B/rae]
I look forward to it.

-Disconnecting from in-game chat-

Thank god the conversation ended there. You weren’t sure how much longer you could put up such a farce.

Fatigue claws at you with sharpness you’ve hardly felt before. Thoughts merge with your dreams. Conversations rehearse themselves as you watch in the back seat. You don’t bother correcting them. It sounds fine until you wake.

Hours later, your day starts again, when everyone else is miles ahead.
It doesn’t bother you. You latch onto their backs and leap ahead, that’s how it’s always been.
Your guild’s been busy whilst you were away.
…
Busy chatting shit, that is.
Some members have noticed your private ‘dual’ with the other guild leader, hungry for context. It’s none of their business, and you don’t have the mental strength to explain.

- Thread: Blue Guild General [bgg] -
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[TCO//B/user]
[bgg] :: Who Needs Sleep Anyway Edition
!new players: [link]
!hourly log: [link]
!leader updates: [link]
!roadmap: [link]
!previous thread: [link]
Make sure your contacts for local support teams are up to date.
---
[TCO//B/user]
What’s everyone doing while waiting for cooldowns?
I’ve started to do typing speed tests. Got up to about 110 WPM on my best round!
---
[TCO//B/user]
“110 WPM”
they are truly bgg’s fastest player
---
[TCO//B/user]
I typically have a show playing on my second monitor, but because of this insane event I’ve started joining vcs.
bgg is a lot more unbearable on the microphone, turns out. I can’t stop listening.
---
[TCO//B/user]
are you the fucker with the shit mic trying to speak over all of us? maybe thats why its “unbearable” for you cause all you hear is yourself.
---
[TCO//B/user]
lol
---
[TCO//B/user]
I can’t stand voice calls. Been reading the log and other threads here.
Also, can more people come to the Northern front? It’s just me and 3 other people holding the line. We’re fine for now with the NPC enemies, but it’ll be absolute hell when something actually happens. Thanks in advance
---
[TCO//B/user]
4 people at the northern front is more than enough :)
Jk of course. I’ll get some of my friends to come along.
---
[TCO//B/user]
I’ve been trying to put together a playlist of music bgg’s been listening to! Contribute here: [link]
---
[TCO//B/user]
Just in: Some spies say they saw a glimpse of our leader and the Y guild leader talking.
Are we gonna shove this under the rug again?
---
[TCO//B/user]
Seriously?
---
[TCO//B/user]
bahahaha this is just laughable at this point good luck getting out of this one leader
---
[TCO//B/user]
We really have gone to shit because of our previous leader haven’t we?
---
[TCO//B/user]
“Some spies”
…sounds sketch.
---
[TCO//B/user]
Who’s bored enough to spread misinfo? You’re lucky I have a photo. [link]
---
[TCO//B/user]
Yeah its over whatever we have this fucking thread every 2 months. Fuck off with this drama
---
[TCO//B/user]
What’s even the point of a private meeting? Are they in cahoots? Will this be another scandal? Haha
---
[TCO//B/user]
“drama”
wow i wish i could live in ur little delusional world. the picture settles it for me. if this is really becoming a repeat of our last guild leader im quitting. im so sick of being told nothing and then later finding out we’re siding with another fucking guild
---
[TCO//B/user]
What even happened to the last guild leader? Do they still play this?
---
[TCO//B/user]
“Is this it for us?”
“Are they in cahoots? Will this be another scandal?”
Is this really what we’ve boiled down to?
---
[TCO//B/user]
Suddenly, being wary of collaborating with the enemy is bad.
You know exactly what happened last time. This is a chance for us to reinforce our defences. Don’t forget how long it took to rebuild our city.
---
[TCO//B/user]
lol u guys love to dramatise anything n everything. its just a game. calm down.

You’re somewhat surprised that there are rational people replying to the rapidly spreading panic.
But to call something you’ve spent most of your waking hours on “just a game” is a reminder of why you don’t bother casually posting in these forums.
Or, at all.

Your avatar is the one who bothers telling them what to do under the guise of your name. You can’t complain.

You reach out towards your screen. A second of hesitation is padded between you and the monitor.

You know too well what’s about to happen.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[B/rae]
Are you there?
I can see you through the minimap.
…
Veil.
Come on.

[B//A/veil]
What?

[B/rae]
Seriously?
Are you still throwing a tantrum?
That was so fucking rude of you earlier, you know.
I don’t care what you think of me, but to tell that to another guild leader?
Are you out of your mind?!

[B//A/veil]
Yes! Great! Say another complaint and I will put your reputation down the fucking toilet.
You think I won’t do it?

[B/rae]
Okay
But
Uh-

[B//A/veil]
Oh, are you scared? To the point of stuttering? Good, stay that way.
You’re hopeless.

[B/rae]
Fuck!
Shut up!
I just want you to tell people nothing happened and that’s it!

[B//A/veil]
Why should I?

[B/rae]
Because I can’t!
I can’t do it!

[B//A/veil]
What’s so difficult about writing a fucking sentence or two?
How about all your messages to that other guild leader?
You had no problem being nice to them!
Even offering advice!
I should be the one asking if you’re out of your mind.
What I did was nothing compared to the rest of your conversation.

[B/rae]
I-
They’re someone I know!

[B//A/veil]
So what?
That’s not how our war works. Have you forgotten the rules?

This was spiralling into another pointless argument.
It always ends up with a discussion about this war.
This endless war.

[B/rae]
Fine. Fine!
I’ll make my own fucking post.

With that, you were prepared to head back to your room and continue reading what your genius guild members had to say. You were certain it’d only get livelier from this point onward.
Veil stops you momentarily, its eyes and yours fixated.

Something was told wordlessly.

Escapism :: 2

The application was closed with haste, along with your PC.
As you watch it shut down, you let out a deep sigh.

You’re not sure why you let this happen. All the warnings from Monitor were there, but you felt confident at the time, and now you’ve made an easily avoidable mistake.
You can repeat the fight in your head, and the points where you could’ve done better are crystal clear.
But it’ll be fine.
You’re still new at combat.
But that’s been the go-to excuse for the past month. You seriously need to get better at this.
To clear your mind, you’ve decided to get up from your desk and out the room.

It’s a good thing your guild doesn’t take the game as seriously as others do. Rae’s guild scares you. Your guild’s told horror stories of their experiences with them.

And it looks like your avatar is dying to share another tale.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I hear you!!!!
Holyu shit dude
Calrm
Down
Look youve got me making so many typos now that is sobad

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
That was an abhorrent display of strikes from you
Even compared to normal duels
Truly shocking
I felt the need to inform you at once about how poorly you did

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Owch
?

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
I am being honest
This is going to look concerning
Not just internally but to other Guilds
Next time
Just tell me to take over instead

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Hey come on im not useless
I dont appreciate that
I know i suck but just
TEACH
Me
Not just say Oh Ill Take Over
Please

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Sorry
I am anxious about what comes next

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I am too!
Im really nervous too but we can change that
But it has to be done together
If I try to do this on my own it wont go well
And if you take the lead
Idk
Veil mentioned something about you attacking it what was that about
??

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
I do not like Veil.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Oh
But
Ok
Still that doesn’t mean you can
Attack?
It?

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
I will try not to
But i do not like it.
It makes itself an obvious target.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Okay fair whatever
Sometimes you just cant like everyone
I wish you could
But its not possible
It sucks

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
I think we have different ideals regarding ‘liking’ people
You are human
Humans are capable of learning to accept one another
And even so far as to accept non-humans
I am built just for TCO
I do not feel that way
I want us to be successful and i do not care about what the enemy team thinks of that
I dont find this fun
This is how i am meant to function
Do you understand why i act the way i do yet

This confession takes you aback.
So much so that you’re staring at the text, reading their words in repetition until they aren’t real to you anymore.
It was the truth, but you never really saw Monitor merely as an avatar.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I
Understand
Its difficult to take in
But im glad you told me
Listen im gonna leave for a bit. Need to clear my head
I know what i did wrong in that friendly match and i will do everything i can now to make sure i dont fuck up again
Or at least
Not so badly
Something that can be overlooked at the very least
I cant thank you enough for giving me this wake up call
Ill be back soon ok
seeya

-Disconnecting from in-game chat-

You stow your phone away in your pocket.
It buzzes once more, but you refuse to give it attention.
How is anyone meant to get better at this game without devoting half their life to it?

You had fun with this before.
So, what changed?
Could you pinpoint it to a certain date?
Did it happen over time?

Your memories can’t keep themselves still as you walk. The atmosphere feels heavier than normal.
It subtly creeps up on you, and, without a doubt, there’s something about this combination of feelings that makes you feel uncomfortable.

You step into the passenger carriage, playlist at the ready as the chorus muffles out the announcement coming from overhead speakers.
This train ride was done on a whim. Now that you’re out here, you’re not entirely sure where to go.
You involuntarily take a step forward as the train settles at your usual station, so you hold onto the handrail just a little tighter.
Eventually, the crowd of people who you followed into this carriage filter their way out with each passing stop. You’re able to sit down, even if for a moment.

Here’s your station. You get off quickly as you feel a strange chill run down your back.

Only now do you take out your phone. There’s a message from Monitor that you’ve left ignored until you feel like you have enough mental strength to open it.
The wind from the train’s gates forces you further into the underground maze.
The layout of this place hasn’t changed one bit, but it feels foreign.
As you rely on signs for assistance, your phone takes its time to load up a map of the area. You eventually give up on it and close the application.
Now that you’re out of that stuffy boxed-in subway, you can see that…
Everything else has changed.
This was going to be a bother.
You’re going to do something cheeky instead.

-Connecting to Local-

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Hihihi
Anyone on?
===
[TCO//Y/user]
heyyyyyy
whats up
===
[TCO//Y/lerato]
Oh hi!
Yeah so
You are in this district right?
No vpn or anything
===
[TCO//Y/user]
nah no vpn here lol
but yeah whats up are you lost? lmao
===
[TCO//Y/lerato]
Mmmmayube
Really im just looking for a PC café or something
Need a change of scenery
===
[TCO//Y/user]
oh interesting
well there is a place me and my friends go to actually
were gonna go later in the afternoon
will you stick around for then :3
===
[TCO//Y/lerato]
I could actually
Itd be nice to talk to some of you guys
Get to know you guys more
It feels wrong to be out of touch when im like
The LEAder
Ykno
===
[TCO//Y/user]
hahahathats awesome
youre so chill about it
some people were in this chat earlier sayin some bad shit about you and it felt wrong
like u were talking to another guild leader is that even real>?lmao

You stop in your tracks.
The conversation had only begun its light-heartedness, too.
You can’t-
You…
Don’t want to tell them the truth.
What are you even meant to say? That you lost?
You switch tabs, even if it adds to suspicion.
And the message you’ve been ignoring provided none of the comfort you sought.

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Don’t answer that message.

You stood amidst strangers hastily getting to places you’d never be told of.
Sorry, Monitor.
But you're going to answer them anyway.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Whoops sorry for the late message
But
We did meet that is correct
But i promise you it was nothing to do with collaboration
Or anything of the sort
Essentially
We only passed by each other
===
[TCO//Y/user]
ha
okay

You stare at the simple response.
It feels agonising to wait for something from this person.
It doesn’t help that your response looks like a poorly constructed lie.
But Monitor’s message rang in your head with such intensity that you couldn’t come up with anything else.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
[TCO//Y/user]
oh yeah
here
[link]
we’ll come around soon
maybe we can talk more in person
ciao

-Disconnecting from Local-

You’re not so sure if you even want to go to this PC café anymore.
But what other choice do you have? You can’t go back on your word after fumbling like that.
So, the path to the unknown begins, the rhythm of your footsteps off-beat as uncertainty trails behind.

The so-called café is sandwiched between businesses that take themselves far more seriously.

Signs plastered on the wall encourage you to head downstairs.
Handrails not included.
So you had to hobble down step by step.

You don’t see any staff around. Looks like the only way to check yourself in was to punch in your details at the self-service machine.
It looks well-maintained, at the very least, and it wasn’t completely empty.
You stealthily log on to the TCO app with a temporary account.
While it loads, you get back up to look at what the vending machine has to offer. The buzzing it emitted practically begged for you to check out its wares.

Well…
You debated getting something different, but you ended up going for the usual: cherry cola.
Can’t go wrong with it.

The app is ready once you return to your seat.
You spend the first half hour of your time here reading strategies and clips of people in battles.
Once you were somewhat confident that you could replicate what they did, you go to message Monitor.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Im back
And
Id like to practice
Im going to take it at my own pace
You can criticise me afterwards
Ok?

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Where are you

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Im at a pc cafe

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Why?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I
I dont know
I just dont want to be at home right now for this
Is that okay for you?
Anymor questions??

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
I guess not
Go ahead then

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Ok thx

They were interrogating you at this point. It was slowly starting to get annoying, but you weren’t going to dwell on it.

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Stop

[TCO//Y/lerato]
What

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Look
Turn away from your screen for a second

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Oh

Someone’s here.

You could only assume that it was the person you spoke to earlier.
Should you… say hi?
Or wait for them to say hi?
It’d probably be best if you introduced yourself, with the whole ‘leader’ deal.
But just as you were about to get up from your seat, the person seemed to know exactly who you were as they approached.

glad you found your way here
this place is like a hidden gem
my friends will be here later
dont mind them theyre always late
anyway
whereabouts are you

Oh
Im uhhh
At the cove near the east

awesome
give me a moment then

She falls back on the office chair and enters her credentials. You watched for a split second before a stream of messages ran down your screen.

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Fuck
No
I didnt mean TALK TO HER
Stop it
STOP
TALKING
TO
HER
STOP
IT
SOTOP
GET OUT OF THERE
GET
OUT
LERATO

What...?
You quickly hide the chat box before the person sitting--now stood next to you gets a chance to read it, but she looks as smug as ever.

pleasure meeting yggdrasils new leader
never thought id get the chance

You
Wait
Who are you

focus on the game dear

You swerve your head back to your screen and hell has broken loose.
The person you spoke to was a phantasm and now you’re paying the price.
She wasn’t even here anymore. Her chair spins slowly as the screen flickers.

[TCO//Y/A/monitor]
Now youve done it
Are you happy
I told you
I TOLD YOU
To listen to me
And now
Look whats happened
I want to throw up
You do it
You control my vessel and fight because thats what you want
I don’t care

[TCO//Y/lerato]
No
No no n
No
Fuck
Oh fuck

The minimap on your screen tells you everything.
It’s going to be you, and only you, against a group of red guild members.

[TCO//R/aither]
your reaction was priceless
how are you finding your position as a leader
its tough isnt it
well
it doesnt have to be that way if you surrender to us
what do you say lerato
unless you think you can fend us off
id like to see that
whatll it be

You’re not giving in.

Escapism :: 3

This is fun.
This is really fun.
Pure frustration like this is hard to come by nowadays, so this fight is a breath of fresh air for you.
Of course, you’re not taking this for granted. Every strike had already been calculated.
This is going to be an easy win.

[R/A/radar]
hiiii friend <3<3<3
you know <3<3
like
this place belonged to us <3<3
right
until your loooovelyu little predecessor barged in and took it from us <3<3<3
with
yknowwww
methods id call
cheating
and
bribery
thats pretty messed up dont you think
lol?
but i guess you already know that by now
w/ the way ur defending it
are u seriously going to believe what he did?

[Y/lerato]
Why should i listen to you

[R/A/radar]
heheheheee
if you werent part of yggdrasil i think aith would like you a lot

Well, maybe.
You’re not going to dwell on that passing comment.
…For now, at least.

[Y/lerato]
So?

[R/A/radar]
oh ur no fun at all
i take that back!
saw through the illusions instantly too im maaaadddd
or
impressed
?
idk
would love to know how youre doing this

This was going on longer than you had predicted.
For someone who only started combat recently, you’re starting to suspect there’s something else at play here.

But before you get a closer look, they manage to deal a fatal blow.

[R/A/radar]
aha
shit
whats wrong with you

This wasn’t part of the script.
None of this was. How did they…

[R/aither]
gosh yeah
i think i wouldve liked you under my guild
what wasted potential
radar
ill take it from here
just focus on data recovery

[R/A/radar]
roger tht
owwww

It was somewhat embarrassing to take over like this, let alone have the dispute last so long in the first place.
No matter.
This was going to end right now.

[Health fully depleted]

[R/A/radar]
finally
no idea how they kept taking hits like
um?
tanking much?
lmao
ok lets make ourselves known <3

[P/null]
I’m afraid that won’t be happening.

[R/A/radar]
wtf?

Oh, today just couldn’t get any better.

[R/aither]
and whys that dear
what could i possibly have done wrong here

[P/null]
They haven’t fully forfeited, have they?
Guild Leaders can call for help once defeated.
Hell, they could alert the entire guild if they want.
Or, they can suck it up and admit defeat, giving you whatever piece of land it was you so desperately want.
Either way, you must wait for a response.

[R/A/radar]
oh my fucking god who AASKED
what a stupid fucking thing theres no way thtsa an actual rule int eh game
im going
fuck u

[R/aither]
no
its true
i was hoping you werent lurking
but of course you would be
aha
fine
well wait
but i have a life outside of this so this better not take forever
im sure you do too
till next time, judge

[P/null]
Till next time.
…
Well then.
Are you still there, Lerato?

[Y/lerato]
Ugh
Still here
Somehow

[P/null]
Good to hear.
What will you do?

[Y/lerato]
I need to talk this over with Monitor
It wont take
Forever
As someone said

[P/null]
I’ll take my leave now.
You should go too, Aither.

[Y/lerato]
Oh what

-User null disconnected from in-game chat-

[R/aither]
way to rat me out
you didnt say anything useful anyway
so i really will leave
and
just know that
im not letting this slide
youve been very lucky so far dear

-User aither disconnected from in-game chat-

What a pain this was.
All because a referee happened to pass by.
You were going to complain to Radar on your way to work, although it seems as though he has a head start on the ranting.

[TCO//R/A/radar]
IM SOOOOOOOOOOO
MAD
ASOIFU089WEUJ
DSFKULJPJOT
DSOPFSPOIFPOAIPDSIDSK
WHAT
DOYOU
MEAN
WE HAVE TO
WAIT/?
?
THIS IS A WAR FGAME ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEEE

[TCO//R/aither]
this used to be like
i dunno
a formality
not an actual rule
something about codifying it this way is
well
undermining what the point of this game was about
dont you agree

[TCO//R/A/radar]
exact 7 ly
GOD
if i see that fucking janitor again im killing them
NO
HESIT8TION
also the next bus is in 6 mins can u make that

[TCO//R/aither]
shit
yeah
barely

You throw on your shoes, bolting out your flat towards the bus stop.

The scan-to-pay ticket option never works the first time.
Avoiding any gazes at your disheveled appearance, you finally take a seat.

Weaving through the crowd of office workers who had just finished their lunch break, you manage to get into an equally as packed lift to your designated floor.

[TCO//R/A/radar]
and say hi to the madam
for meeeee <3
jkjkjkjk

[TCO//R/aither]
do you actually like her

afternoon madam
sorry about the late notice
ill be making up for it tonight

Understood. You can go now.

cheers

[TCO//R/aither]
she didnt even look at me

[TCO//R/A/radar]
tats a you problem
if it was meeee <3
i could sweet talk her into leaving the same time as everyone else <3<3,#<3

[TCO//R/aither]
id like to see you try

hi guys

Aither!

heyyyy

hi!

Hiiii

did i miss anything
madam wasnt helpful
like usual

Of course she wasn't

No not really, the only thing you missed was the lunch we got.

Oh!
Yeah that was really good

what
cmon where did you guys go this time

somewhere new!
they did some really good rice bowls, you gotta come next time

well of course

After wasting valuable company time catching up with your coworkers, you finally open your work PC.

hey

Hi!
I hope everything’s okay? You sent off the notice quite late.

yeah that
it was pretty sudden
had to go see my mom in hospital and everything its pretty uh
pretty depressing stuff so

Oh, no, its fine, if you’d rather not talk about this then I won’t press on.

yeah uh
sorry
um
anyway
its pretty hot today dont you think
even for august standards

It is, yeah! What a relief we have working AC.
Last year this time it broke down, and we started threatening madam that we weren’t going to come in until she got someone to fix it.
Then guess what she said!

WAIT I want to do the impression
“Fix it yourself right now if you so desperately need it. You’re still coming in regardless.”

fucking hell ahahahha

Exactly!
So we took that seriously and started looking up the model number and everything.
Then she almost fired us for that.

whoops

Yeah. Whoops indeed.
It got fixed in the end, so that’s what matters.

thank god for that

You couldn’t imagine being deprived of AC, especially not in this heat.
The forecast says it's about to get hotter, too…
An hour passes slowly, the chatter from your arrival died down. The noises that remained were the clattering of keys and the occasional clicking from someone’s mouse.

going for a breather.

oh ill come with

Me too.

same

The four of you announce your leave one by one, sneaking out of the office through the fire exit.

so,
im assuming you all know about the branwen and yggdrasil leaders meeting?

yeah

What was the point of that friendly fight?
I cant remember the last time I had a practice round like that. Hah.

well there was a point
because they went on to fight
and subsequently lose
to rostam’s leader
which is
CRAZY

Your phone vibrates like crazy. Someone’s desperate to leave a message.

[TCO//R/A/radar]
dont be stupid about this

Of course you wouldn’t be ‘stupid’ about this conversation. Thanks a lot, Radar.

did we all just hear the news at the same time
our forum is going crazy about it
i cant even load anything on there

If this all happened in the span of hours think of what could ensue tonight
We all need to be prepared to fight

fuck me im not ready for that.

shes right though
this could be pretty big
like the event 3 years ago
that big

holy hell what a throwback!

I only just started playing back then. I was so lost.

god yeah what an awful time to start playing.

Owch?

i guess this means were really gonna have to fight each other now huh

Yeah
Theres only so much we can do to avoid each other but now its pretty much unavoidable
At the end of the day, this is just a game. If we take it any more seriously than we do now, then…

She pauses as she sees you suppressing a smirk.

sorry
i just never took you for someone to start saying a motivational speech
go on

yeah. youre the least likely to speak up in work, sooo…

Well
Anyway.
We’re the only four openly talking about TCO. You know how big this game really is. The 50k playerbase on their tutorial page is data from years ago.

yeah were way past that
theres like 150k online usually
forgot how many downloads it has though

Yeah, exactly.
So think about it, there’s probably way more people who play it on 10/F. They aren’t going to take us seriously when we say we want a truce with them.
My point is,
The peace between us is probably going to end tonight.
But whatever happens in game shouldn’t be carried out into real life.

You wish things were that easy.

we should head back

The atmosphere is heavier than normal. A few passing comments arise here and there, but overall, work had been quiet.
You watch as everyone prepares to leave for the day, waving as they leave one by one.
Turning to your side, however, your coworker Veera hasn’t moved at all.

hey um
everyones gone now
i mean i have to stay cause of ot but you know

Oh, yes
It didn’t sit right with me if you were going to be here on your own.
I’ll stay as well. A few more hours here isn’t going to be the death of me.

but
itll be dark and
um

I’ll be fine.
This district cares slightly more about handicapped people than other areas.

o
okay

You weren’t planning on fumbling even further, so you practically glue your face to the monitor, typing frantically.
Your mind was all over the place with what happened earlier, and this wasn’t helping at all.
The enter key on the cheap keyboard probably couldn’t handle much more of your mindless tapping.

Is something bothering you?

um
no

You’ve been able to lie through your teeth with ease, that is, up until this point.
Now, you really don’t have a clue on how to hide this.

Are you sure?

if i said im sure
youd know i was lying
so
theres a lot bothering me
and its not even work related
isnt that crazy

I’m assuming some of this is to do with the hospital visits?

yyyyeah
things are a bit tense and i guess its getting to me finally
itll blow over though
really soon

Yeah. Tonight, even.

Is that so?
I have something outside of work that’s a bit tense as well.
I’m also hoping that it gets dealt with pretty soon.
Looks like we’re in… hm
I wouldn’t say the same boat, your situation is a lot more serious than mine. Forget what I said.

oh no its fine really

You try to laugh it off, and attempt to shift the conversation to something else, then another topic, and eventually the PCs grow tired of waiting for you to log back on as they shut their eyes.
You only just catch the time on your phone as a notification blinks, realising that you both were free to go.

Even at a time like this, people still filtered out of the building.
Once you both were at street level, Veera already starts to make her leave.

oh wait
do you want me to come with

It’s fine, I’ll make it!
My place is walking distance, anyway. That’s why I chose to work here.

whaaaat

Thank you for tonight, though. I had a lot of fun talking to you.

As she says this, she reaches over to hold your hand.
You couldn’t help but get flustered at that.

uM
of course of course its fine yknow ahahhahahah
ummmmseeyou tomorrow

See you!

[TCO//R/A/radar]
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
LOL
LOLLLLLLLL
what the HELL lol i thought you were cooler than that!!!!!
you really are a loser man

[TCO//R/aither]
holy shit shut up

[TCO//R/A/radar]
no im never gonna shut up about this
EVER
this is too good

[TCO//R/aither]
kill yourself

[TCO//R/A/radar]
no
get the bus loser
if you miss this one the next is in like a year
and in this heat?
no sirrrrrr

You always seem to just catch the bus. This type of luck is going to run out soon, and you have your suspicions the day this happens is just around the corner.

[TCO//R/aither]
any reply from lerato yet

[TCO//R/A/radar]
yea

[TCO//R/aither]
reallly

[TCO//R/A/radar]
im not even kidding dude
but
i want you to wait until were back
as in i want u to open ur laptop
and read from there

That’s… something.
You could somewhat predict the response, but if even Radar, an avatar that couldn’t sit still, this had to have been something serious.

Time to find out.

Escapism :: 4

It starts to make sense as to why everyone puts up such a farce at work.
It's not even subtle when people leave the room all at once to discuss battle plans. But to mention the game in the office ‘realm’… sounds so childish, doesn’t it?
Maybe, if you had a different role in the game, you’d like to have a casual conversation with the others.
You and your coworkers work for a mindless office job for a mindless boss. It’s no wonder everyone is so invested in a game like this.
Which was why… talking to Aither tonight was refreshing.

You don’t remember it being so quiet, even at this hour. Things have changed, and you’ve not quite grasped how drastic it’s been.

Even now, your flat’s boiling.
This heat could drive you crazy. Hopefully your old fan still works.
It was going to be a long night, and all you needed was a small breeze to keep you going.
You change out of your work attire as quickly as possible, aware that your ‘friend’ must’ve been waiting for ages without any response from you.
Or, they probably knew already. They always knew what you were up to, it was eerie at times.

[TCO//P/A/null]
Took you long enough.

[TCO//P/veera]
I know. I’m sorry. I hope I didn’t miss out on too much.

[TCO//P/A/null]
It’d be nice if I could repeat myself and report to you saying nothing worthwhile has happened, but today…
Oh boy.
Tonight’s the night, Veera.

[TCO//P/veera]
oh
Then
What happened while I was away?

[TCO//P/A/null]
Yggdrasil’s leader, Lerato, was lured into a fight with Rostam’s leader, Aither.
Aither did this with the intent to take back former territory.

You hold your breath momentarily. Her request to take half the day off was… for this?

[TCO//P/veera]
That’s what the excuse was?

[TCO//P/A/null]
Yes.
Lerato put up a fight, mind you, until they shredded Radar’s arm. Aither took over to finish the job after that.

[TCO//P/veera]
That’s
Overkill.
Is Lerato okay?

[TCO//P/A/null]
For the most part, yes.
I had to step in before she tried to force her way into Yggdrasil territory.
I told them to make a decision: Surrender there and then; or tell Aither that this wasn’t over.
And that’s where we’re at now.
Do you want me to read out the statement?

You’ve always hated how this game insisted on tying itself to real people and real names, especially with leaders.

[TCO//P/veera]
Please do.

[TCO//P/A/null]
“Hello,
Firstly, I want to apologise in advance if this announcement isn’t up to your standards. I understand I cannot replicate my predecessor and I will not even try to become a mockery of him.
I’m sure you are all aware of what I am about to discuss, so I won’t waste your time.
I had my health fully depleted in the fight with Rostam’s leader. I will fully admit I was rash during the battle and that I shouldn’t have fought on my own.
I wanted to prove something, and was compensated with this outcome.
But I refuse to stay down.
I won’t be upset if you refuse to join me. My best friend didn’t agree with any of this, either.
If you still want to join, I will support you to the best of my abilities and undo the humiliation I’ve caused.
~Lerato”

[TCO//P/veera]
Their best friend?

[TCO//P/A/null]
Their avatar. A bit cheesy, in my opinion.
Monitor hasn’t been active for most of the day, and it doesn’t seem like they’ll come back anytime soon.

[TCO//P/veera]
That’s
They can do that?
I had no idea.

[TCO//P/A/null]
If proper moderators were still around, they’d reactivate them with force.
That might alter their internal data, resetting it even, but…
I wouldn’t know what that’s like.

[TCO//P/veera]
What was the response to this?
If you can see it, that is.

[TCO//P/A/null]
I can’t access the forums. I got a copy of the statement from someone in-game.
And from what I’ve read…
Both sides are going to raise hell.
So, are we caught up now?

[TCO//P/veera]
We are.
Mostly.
What about the other guilds? Branwen? Gilgamesh?

[TCO//P/A/null]
I haven’t paid as much attention to them, but it looks like they’re keeping their heads down. Branwen’s leader was in hot water this morning for talking to Lerato.
And because of this, Rostam members are starting to point fingers at Rae for being the instigator.

[TCO//P/veera]
This doesn’t make sense at all. Don’t they hate dealing with other guilds?
They’re definitely going to get pulled into this.

[TCO//P/A/null]
Alright, correction, I said they’ll stay away, but we both know that this is going to be game-wide in the end. Yellow and Red first, then Blue, then…
That will be a true fight.

[TCO//P/veera]
Just like the Hydrean Year?

[TCO//P/A/null]
Exactly like the Hydrean Year. Except, this will be on a larger scale.

You had a feeling you were going to lose sleep tonight, but now it's starting to look like you weren’t going to get any rest at all.
So long as no incidents happen while you’re ‘on duty’, you think this is worth it.

[TCO//P/A/null]
We’re going to break records with the amount of people online right now.
It’s contested with the peak from the Hydrean Year.

[TCO//P/veera]
Oh my god!
Don’t these people have work tomorrow? School? What do you mean?!

[TCO//P/A/null]
This game brings out the worst in people.
Are you ready to join yet?

[TCO//P/veera]
As ready as I’ll be.

You reach in and past your monitor, letting yourself be transported into the game realm.
The strange numbing of your limbs is something you’ll never get used to. You’ve wanted to ask other people if they felt this way, but…
No, never mind. There’s no point in imagining things like that.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[P/null]
Your sword.

[P/veera]
Thank you.
This is a bit nerve-wracking, now that I’m here.

[P/null]
I can guarantee you will be fine. You’ve done this for several years. This is no different.

[P/veera]
Yeah. Sure. That’s reassuring.

[P/null]
I’m only stating the truth.
Should I just not say anything next time?

[P/veera]
No
Well
Just keep doing what you’re doing. I really don’t want to make a fuss.

You don’t hear a clear response but instead hear a short huff, much like how a pet would sigh after a long day.

Enough stalling. You need to make it to one of the borders.

Many of the players are gathered here. A handful of newer players seem to misunderstand your presence.

[P/veera]
I’m not here to fight. I’m only monitoring the situation.

[Y/user]
lmao
theres no such thing as a pink guild
ur a spy

[P/veera]
Um…
No?
That’s not right at all?

[Y/user]
fuck off
or well kill u too

You really wish seasoned players would at least give them a hint, but that kind of tutoring mentality has gone out the window recently.
It was better to stay invisible. You didn’t have time to explain your role.
So far, no attacks yet…

[P/null]
A lot of people are swarming live-streamers. I could go figure out where they're broadcasting to for you.

[P/veera]
Oh, god. Live-streamers? Really? For a game like this, what do you even stream?

[P/null]
This doesn’t usually happen. It’s only because of the ‘declaration’ that people have decided this is something to, well,
Monetise on.
I could’ve stopped this.

[P/veera]
You could’ve?
What?

[P/null]
Sorry, just wishful thinking.
We’re probably going to be stuck telling these live-streamers to remember what game they’re playing.

[P/veera]
Oh, how fun!

As you were about to make another comment, you heard the siren make her call.

From a safe distance, you watch the two guilds run at each other head-on.

[P/veera]
Are Lerato and Aither around?

[P/null]
They’re online, yes, but elsewhere.

[P/veera]
Wonder why…

[P/null]
There’s been an attempt to form a proper strategy, but these ‘fans’ are ruining it all.
I wouldn’t be surprised if the competent side moved to a different guild after all this.

[P/veera]
Will they really do that?

You expect an almost immediate reply, but you’re left in a moment of silence.

[P/null]
...Who knows.
Oh
4 o’clock. 5 against 1.

You turn around, barely making out a group of Rostam members rending a single target apart, limb by limb, fragment by…

[P/veera]
Oh, what is this?
Hey.
Hey!
That’s enough, you’re not meant to deal anymore damage once someone’s down! Step back! You’ll lose experience points!

You hear no reply from them, but you’re told that the avatars are all facing you.
For a split second, you wanted to ask these people what was wrong with them, but you refrained.

[P/veera]
You all got the experience points already, right?
What else is there to get from this?

[R/user]
why are u taking this so seriously
wtf?
its a game
just have fun

Fun. Yeah. It’s really fun when you’re not the one injured.
They really don’t have a clue, do they?

[P/veera]
Just… find someone else to bother already.

They begrudgingly leave the avatar alone, some still giving you glances as they rejoin a crowd.
And it was going to be like this for the rest of the fight!
It’s already driving you nuts.

[P/null]
This player isn’t responding.
The game will give them 10 seconds before it kicks them out.
We can’t stay here, Veera.

[P/veera]
...Right.

You do your best to not think about fallen avatars too much.

[*/siren]
polymnia friend!
good luck out there!

[P/veera]
Oh!
And you!

You raise your sword at the siren above and hear a ‘sparkling’ sound effect in return.

[P/null]
Bet she’s happy to finally have something to do now.

[P/veera]
Absolutely. I can’t imagine waiting for who knows how long to perform her duties.

And so, with the help of your avatar, you sink in hours making sure things weren’t getting insanely out of hand.
You get called names a lot. It hardly bothers you, knowing that a lot of these comments were coming from people praising someone they watched, and all of a sudden decided that whatever they did in-game was justified, because of course you need to praise the people you fervently worship.
It makes no sense to you. These live-streamers are just singular people, aren’t they? So what?
The only allegiance people should have in this game is for their guild. There are leaders here to ‘praise’, for god’s sake! But that’s still not enough?

Your grievances start to get to your head, so much so that you needed to hold back from shouting back at a player.
Just another hour, you think, and then you’ll log off. It was around the time when the other members of your guild would finally come online.

[P/null]
Stop.

You sense a formidable avatar not too far away as you pause in your tracks.
Even if you were hidden in place of your avatar for her, you’re still surprised, and even a little flustered.

[R/aither]
you again
dont try and stop me this time
the statement makes it clear what they want to do

[P/veera]
…I know. I wasn’t planning to.

[R/aither]
good
you finally have some common sense in your head
i wont take long
just sit back and relax

[P/veera]
Don’t
Get hurt.

You don’t want anyone to get hurt. And yet, for whatever reason, you still say such a pointless thing to her.
You needed to check on Lerato, too.

[P/veera]
Is she going directly to see Lerato?

[P/null]
It would seem so.
You’re not thinking of trying to stop this, are you?

[P/veera]
God, I want to.
This is such a pointless fight, and Lerato could-

[P/null]
I know. I’m part of this game.
And I know that there’s no point in stopping this, but if you’re that desperate to know if they’re fine, then we’ll follow.
From a safe distance.

[P/veera]
Deal.

As you search for the two leaders, you’re told that the former Yggdrasil border has started to alter, with the minimap showing the eastern division blotted in hues of red.

Within your avatar’s recommended ‘safe distance’, they relay the situation to you.

[P/null]
So far, it’s their avatars staring at each other. I’m assuming Aither’s talking to them in another chat client.

[P/veera]
What could they possibly be talking about that requires a different chat client?

[P/null]
I’m not going to even try and guess.

Neither were you. You just wanted this over and done with.

[P/null]
Soph is online. Faes already caught up with everything, so I’m assuming fae’ll get to work right away.

[P/veera]
Oh, good. I’ll thank faer before I log off.

Just as the conversation started to drift away, you heard an ear-shattering explosion.

[P/null]
FUCk
Oh my fucking GOD
I
That’s a shelved attack what the fuck. What the fuck!!!!!!

You don’t recall your text-to-speech function having the option to sound so emotive, but the sheer impact was enough to make you stumble.

[P/veera]
Wait, shelved?
That’s
We need to go there! We can’t let that continue!!

Without fail, this drew the attention of almost every avatar. The commotion of confused players grew in volume, and it was clear that you were going to be surrounded amongst thousands soon.

[P/null]
You have to leave the game.

[P/veera]
What?
No, I’m not-

[P/null]
I’m serious. I can tell you why when you’re out. Just.
please get out of here.

[P/veera]
…Okay. Please be careful.

You complied, disconnecting from the game as soon as you could.

Your time in the TCO feels like a dream as soon as you’re back in your room.

Escapism :: 5

This is the part where all fingers should’ve been pointed at you.
Or so you thought. Why wouldn’t it be this outcome? How could anyone accept that half-assed statement you came up with in haste?
Nobody will bring it up now. The shelved attack has drilled itself into everyone’s minds and mouths.
You’re certain it could have been worse. The perpetrator knew this, they chose to make a dramatic opening of curtains for this first act.
It makes you wonder why people go through all this effort.
But you can’t completely curse out this person. You owe them one, in fact, for letting you have a quieter night than usual.
You greet the glimmering moon but refuse to delve into the specifics. She knows enough. Enough to be dissatisfied with who you are.
With your burner phone, you have your notes app open, a location, floor, and flat number. Nothing else.

What you do is for the benefit of the game. You repeat this statement until it becomes background noise and alter the words so it remains fresh in your mind.

What you do is for the benefit of the game.
This is for the benefit of the game.
This is good for the players.
This keeps your guild safe.
This is helping you.
This is good.
This helps.

[TCO//B/A/veil]
I hate
How happy this makes you.
I hate you for a lot of reasons, but this,
This is just repulsive.

It belittles you over the now unused monitor.

[TCO//B/A/veil]
Get this over with already.
You ran home this morning out of fear that someone caught you.
But you just can’t resist doing such a horrible thing,
Over
And over.
I hate you.

The blade of your pocketknife gleams as it finds itself plunging into the carcass. You couldn’t find any words to respond with, so you let the tool speak on your behalf. It has done this before. Countless times.

Despite what you told yourself, convinced yourself, even,
You broke your silent promise with ease.

Only now its words ring in your ears as you turn ever so slightly towards the hijacked monitor. Veil vanishes as soon as your eyes lock with its.

…Do you want this game shut down?
Is that it?
If they find-if they find out people die from this, you’ll be erased.

[TCO//B/A/veil]
Oh. Thank you for telling me! Like I’ve not had that thought ever since I first opened my fucking eyes!
You’re so selfish you won’t even care about me unless it’s a way to bargain!
What’s wrong with you, Rae? What the fuck is wrong with you?

What’s wrong with you, it asks.
Where could you even begin?
Should you pin the blame on someone else, just like what people are doing to you now? Keep the cycle burning?

What’s wrong with you, you ask, as you stare into the bathroom mirror, not really seeing your face, seeing someone else there behind you when really there isnt anyone there and youre just making it up theres no one in this flat other than you you the one who forced their way into a dead players room to give them one last laugh as you treat the open wounds like a delicacy and it something this endless war gifts you even if you hate it so much you just cant resist whats in front of you

you vulturethat
is what’s wrong with you.
But you never had it in you to put your thoughts into words. You always stumbled over sentences. It’s why you preferred to talk over text, but…
You always find yourself having to force words out of your mouth instead.

I don’t know how to tell you what’s wrong.

[TCO//B/A/veil]
Of course you don’t. Forget it.
If you love this game so much, get off the fucking ground and come back or else people are going to start realising you’re missing.
…Wow.
Even after watching you do all this, I still tell you to come back.
I wish I didn’t care about you at all.

The mental image of the room you ‘visited’ slips away as soon as you phase through the monitor screen.
You leave no trace behind. The person will be considered missing.
Veil, with a scornful look, keeps its distance from you once you fully load in.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[B/rae]
What?

[B/A/veil]
Oh, nothing.
Just making sure you don’t accidentally see me as another dead body and start salivating.

[B/rae]
I’m not…
That’s not how…

[B/A/veil]
Move already.

Of course it had to put you on the spot like that.

This was a risky place to be in. Because of the player’s lingering data, you ended up in Yggdrasil territory.
If anyone were to see you, well, that would cement any rumours, wouldn’t it?
You wish you picked up the invisibility feature before Aither snatched it.
Nothing much you could do about it now, unless…

[B/rae]
Hey.

[B/A/veil]
For god’s sake, what?

[B/rae]
If someone managed to un-
Unshelf?
Unshelve an attack like that, then what’s stopping us from brute-forcing invisibility?

[B/A/veil]
You want to do what?

[B/rae]
It’s not as bad as, um, that, is it?

[B/A/veil]
Well, no, but…
I guess rules are off the table now, aren’t they?
…Never thought you’d bring this up.

[B/rae]
I’m only giving you a suggestion.

[B/A/veil]
I mean, sure, it’s not the worst idea you’ve come up with.
At least it’s not going to some-

[*/siren]
what
were you saying?

Of course she was able to locate you and Veil in a matter of seconds.
You’ve never met her face-to-face. Last time you even saw her silhouette and her burning wand was during the Hydrean Year.

[B/A/veil]
Siren…

Even Veil was hesitant to speak.
You remember it recounting a time where it had an unpleasant discussion with her, and how it swore to avoid seeing her again.

[*/siren]
yes, correct
thats me
im glad you havent forgotten
back then you were pretty eager to pretend i wasnt something of concern
has that changed, friend?

[B/A/veil]
Of course. I was careless during the Hydrean Year-

[B/rae]
What do you want?

You could feel Veil’s eyes piercing you as you interrupt its intricate method of appeasement.

[*/siren]
what do i want?
hey, rae,
answer my question first.
what were you both saying?
and why are you here at all?
i thought i made it clear that this was a fight between rostam and yggdrasil
unless
youd like to confess something?

She took you as a joke. That’s what was happening here. She wanted you to slip up and say something out of turn.

[B/rae]
Confess?
Well, fine-

[B/A/veil]
NO
No.
Rae is…
Not in the right state of mind.
The attack caught us off guard. She wanted to check it out for herself, and I couldn’t stop her.
It won’t happen again.
We have no intention to be involved in this dispute.
There’s enough to deal with back at our base. We were just taking our leave.
Isn’t that right

In her eyes, it looked as though Veil had merely put its hand on your back, but you felt its claws dig past your hair and into your shirt with ease, refusing to let go as its pressure increased.

[B/rae]
Yeah.
I just wanted to see the attack in-person.
I don’t even know how I could pull off something like that.
I’m flattered that you think I was behind it.

[*/siren]
haaa
okay then
you two are still awfully suspicious
get out of here already
who knows. i might change my mind.

[B/A/veil]
Thank you, Siren.

She remains in the same spot whilst you two scurry away.
Once the both of you were out of earshot, Veil wasted no time as it stopped you in your tracks, seething.

[B/A/veil]
What the actual FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?
I know you’ve never spoken to her but TAKE A HINT?
She could’ve lit our asses to the whole of the TCO because YOU INTERRUPTED ME FOR NO GODDAMN REASON
DID YOU DO THAT JUST TO PISS ME OFF?
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU SO MUCH RAE
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU

It happened so suddenly. Your balance was completely thrown off as it shoved you.
Your gaze lands on its hands, still trembling from the impact. Veil’s revulsion wasn’t going to stop here.
And yet, you’re as calm as ever.

[B/rae]
We’re still in Yggdrasil territory.
You can keep telling me how much you hate me later.

You walk past it with haste, knowing that if Siren didn’t return, a player would have discovered you instead. Even stopping to think of this was an invitation for anyone to discover you.
And yet, just as you assumed this was over, it stops you almost immediately.

[B/A/veil]
What
WHAT?
It doesn’t even bother you?
Why?
Why do I feel like I’m more of a human than you are?

[B/rae]
Maybe I’m not! Fine! I’m not the human here, you are. Are you happy now? Does it make my actions justifiable?

[B/A/veil]
HAHAHA
Okay. Yeah! Let’s pretend we’ve swapped places! Fine by me! You’re already playing your part, I might as well keep up with my ‘act’!!

[B/rae]
Can we go now?

Seeing as it gave you no clear response, you held onto its wrist tightly, staring at it much like how it glared at you earlier.
It’s only fair, isn’t it? Veil tore at your skin.

[B/A/veil]
…Let go. That hurts.

[B/rae]
Does it actually?

[B/A/veil]
Yes! It does! Stop!
Stop it!!
Please!

Why was it pretending to be in pain?
It’s not a human at all. You could easily find out what a person’s limits were, and Veil was disobeying this rule.

[B/rae]
You’re not playing the part well.
I can’t determine if you’re human or not yet. I need to figure it out.
This is just a test.
I’m the artificial one here, remember?

[B/A/veil]
No
NO
NO
PLEASE
STOP PLEASE LET ME GO PLEASE JUST LET ME GO
WHAT IF I DIE
WHAT IF I REALLY DIE
I DON’T WANT TO DIE
I WANT TO BE HUMAN I WANT TO LIVE OUTSIDE OF THIS WAR I DON’T WANT TO DIE HERE
WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME
I THOUGHT
I THOUGHT YOU HATED THIS WAR TOO
I thought you hated this game
Is that it
Youre punishing me
For
Being a part of this
why is everything you say a lie
I don’t want to die by your hands
No
You should be the one to die. Right here.

Before you could react, you felt your neck tightening as the human slipped out of your grasp by chance.
Once again, its claws find its way past your skin and into your muscles, and even past that…

[*/siren]
changed my mind
you two deserve whats coming for you
too bad i "cant do anything about it"

[B/A/veil]
What
WHAT
WHY
YOU SAW ALL OF IT
WHY AM I BEING PUNISHED

[*/siren]
haha hey
punished is a harsh word
i gave you a chance to leave, you took it to start a petty fight.

[B/A/veil]
ME?

[*/siren]
yes, you!
you started yelling! did you forget?
this is concerning
youre clearly defective if youre hurting your player
the only way to solve this is to have some more eyes on you, no?
ill help you make it feel special
you can light the fire
raise the wand and make sure everyone sees you and rae
and become the star of the show!

While you’ve collapsed on the floor, you barely catch a glimpse of the Siren putting Veil into a trance as she raises its hand. The sky, previously voided, now flickered in hues of blue.

It was too late to do anything. You watch as she took her leave, laughter escaping each breath.
Veil had no words left to utter. It looked up at the spectacle, much like fireworks as players from three guilds swarmed around the city.
From here, your vision grew hazy.

This was the part where all eyes are on you.

Escapism :: 6

If you asked someone what it was like to play TCO, would you expect them to say it was life-threatening?
Anyone outside of the community would simply call you addicted to the game.
You couldn’t be luckier to be a part of this and still come out unscathed.
Just seconds before an explosion ensued on-screen, you were given what could only be considered a warning from the PC fans going haywire.
Then, just as you were going to check out the issue…
It was as though you had been knocked out entirely. The PC was no longer operable, and you were entirely on your own.

So much time had passed since, too.

Was
Monitor
…safe?
Even if they went ‘dormant’, you were using their vessel, and…

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Mon
Are you there?
Please say something
Monitor pelase speak to me
Oh myg od
Say something please

No response.
Why would they reply?
You did this to them. You didn’t believe a word they said until it was too late, and now you’ve driven them off.
Even if they were fine, why would they bother talking to you?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Im so sorry
Im so so so sorry
I donmt know why i did any of that
Why did i think to ignore you
Youre literally
Part of the game
And know everything about it
I dont know
Please be okay

You’re doing whatever you can to hold back tears.
This was an avatar you’d be crying over. You’re upset over something that didn’t exist in the same realm as you did. They just so happened to sound so human.
What a cruel joke this whole thing was.
As you waited for a response that may as well never arrive, you found yourself looking through group chats and forum posts updating with new messages by the second.

- Thread: Help needed re: account -
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Why’d I get kicked out of the game?? I wasn’t anywhere near the explosion; why is my account restricted from logging in again?
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Make a new account right now dickhead we need more people
---
[TCO//Y/user]
it is fucking chaos right now lmao.
---
[TCO//Y/user]
A lot of traffic is happening in the Daybreak Region, and it doesn’t help with the Branwen guild making its way over.
---
[TCO//Y/user]
THEYRE WHAT
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Is it worth negotiating with Rostram users to fend off Branwen?
Both our leaders are, well, out of service right now, but this is our fight, I dont get why another guild is coming here
---
[TCO//Y/user]
I would rather eat cock than work with them
---
[TCO//Y/user]
even if we spell it out to the average red guild player theyre going to somehow miss the point and kill us all off anyway
their userbase is full of 7 year olds
fend for yourself<3
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Siren has got to be out of her damn mind to orchestrate this. We are all fucked. Was fun while it lasted.
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Why is branwen here this stupid fucking guild needs to learn how to leave us alone
I knew it was weird that the leaders had a secret meeting
---
[TCO//Y/user]
Okay, I get the traffic part would kick me out, but what about my account?? Is anyone else getting this issue?
---
[TCO//Y/user]
This game’s servers are probably taking a beating with everyone logging on and whatever
---
[TCO//Y/user]
I agree with that, I was going to rejoin my friends after the fight but they’ve gone missing, messages aren’t getting through

When did Branwen get involved?
What was Rae thinking?
You know messaging her would be in vain, but there was no other way to reach her.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Hey
What are you trying to do
I thought you didnt like getting involved so why is your guild swarming over
Im

You were about to say more than what was needed.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Reply ASAP

You stuff your phone in your pocket out of frustration.
But, just as you were about to get up and move, you receive a message.

[B/A/veil]
You should quit playing this game while you have the chance.
I’ve fucked it up for you and your guild.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
What!
What are you talking about
Wheres Rae

[B/A/veil]
She’s
Busy at the moment.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Busy??
What do you mean
Why is your guild here please tell me whats going on

[B/A/veil]
Just listen to me when I say you need to forget about this whole game.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
No
Hell no
How can I do that when i need to make sure Monitor is ok
Ive broken the trust of my guild and my avatar and you expect me to leave it all alone
How?

[B/A/veil]
Why do you even care so much?
God.
It’d be nice to have you as my player instead of her.
But, no, you had to get an avoidant piece of shit avatar that’s still missing.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Hey
Youre too cruel

[B/A/veil]
You should blame Rae.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I dont want to blame her
Listen if shes busy right now and youre here at least help me out
Please just tell me whats going on

For someone so blunt, it was awfully avoidant when talking about the game itself.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I wont be upset
Or annoyed
Or anything
I mean how could i
You must have your own reasons

You don’t get a reply for a while. For a moment, you were certain that you bothered it a bit too much.

[B/A/veil]
Fine.
Siren forced me to make the signal.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
What!@!!
She can do that???

[B/A/veil]
I got into a dispute with Rae.
I didn’t want to be here in Yggdrasil territory especially with the supposed fight between you and Aither, but…
…

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Oh my gdo?

[B/A/veil]
See?
I ruined it for you.
This was a chance for you to prove yourself and,
Ugh

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Why did she come here then

[B/A/veil]
To
See the shelved attack.
This game’s become so restricted that an explosion like that has become a spectacle.

…Oh.
So that was the norm back then. And it probably wasn’t even just the one explosion either. You quickly realise why this was all stowed away and never mentioned again.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Then
What are you doing now

[B/A/veil]
I’m leaving.
Whoever fights in Rae’s name is a complete idiot.
I’m just hoping if someone sees me, they’ll get the idea to retreat as well.
Who knows if that’ll work. I doubt it.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Dont doubt your guild
Theyre not completely stupid
I mean
Youve even convinced me haha

[B/A/veil]
Have I?

[TCO//Y/lerato]
Well now im suspecting you
Ominous reply

[B/A/veil]
We’re still enemies, even if you’re friends with Rae outside of all this.
I’m not sure why I’ve bothered talking to you this much.

[TCO//Y/lerato]
I dont know either
But
Im glad we had a chat

No answer.

It was late enough that walking from here back home wasn’t going to be regrettable with the relentless heat.
And even at this hour, you could see an uncomfortable amount of office lights radiating from buildings.
It was almost like you weren’t allowed to sleep in this city, and this district couldn’t help but comply with this secret rule.

You walk past a now defunct mall, the lights, much like every other building, were still lit up as though to avoid accepting that it had run its course.

It was making you wish someone would go ahead and turn the lights off. It almost hurt to even glance at with some of these panels becoming obstacles on the path you walked.

As soon as you step past the last panel, the electric hum almost sounds like a voice.
Despite the logical side of you reassuring you that it was purely coincidental, you still came to a halt.

The display continues to flicker through its limited number of advertisements.
Why would anybody be here?

Dont go

...Huh?

That had to have been a voice. You stare at the panel again, squinting as the light started to envelop you, almost as though emulating the harsh rays of the sun.

No doubt about it.
That was Monitor, staring back at you only in the form of a simple outline.

Wha-
Mon?
Is that-
Is that really you???

Well
I suppose it is me
Not sure who else would appear like this

Oh my god
Oh my god i thought you were gone for good
Are you okay? Are you safe??

Im trying to keep this form together
It is not easy

You start to tear up. Words couldn’t describe how relieved you were for them to be talking to you.

How much data are you needing to recover right now

So much
For a moment i forgot the name of our guild

Oh
Shit
How long will it take to get back to standard??

Standard
Im not sure
Im not sure if ill ever get back to the standard you know
The data im recovering doesnt feel like mine
I can understand it fine but its
Its hard to explain

This was something you weren’t at all expecting.
You were told, no matter how damaged your avatar got, if their fragments remained in the same place, that they’d be back to normal in no time.

You’re learning the hard way that this rule only goes so far. You feel lightheaded, but you don’t want them to realise this.

Were you affected

No
Well
Not really?
I kind of passed out

Kind of
Can you kind of pass out

Okay yes i did pass out it was pretty bad
I probably fried that PC
Dont think i can go back there anymore

I dont know where you went
Is it something im meant to remember

They weren’t joking when they said they forgot everything.

Okay
Uhm
Well
Branwen guild members are around
But Veil is trying to get them to make a u turn

Veil?
Why would another leaders avatar do that
Whatever its doing its going to get frustrated or something and let its little mob stomp all over the place

Hey come on
I spoke with it for a bit
Its not as mean as you think
Maybe just a bit stressed
I mean who wouldnt be at a time like this

Maybe redirect your worries to our guild rather than someone elses
Whatever it decides to do we are still going to go under with Rostam still here
They are searching everywhere for their leader and getting increasingly violent

This hostile outlook on the other teams was familiar, at the very least.

I cant do anything until i get access to your weapon again

Alright just hold on
Im trying to get home as soon as i can so

You dont have to get home to help actually
You can come here right now

Huh??

Put your hand here

Okay?

You feel what can only be described as static enveloping your palm.

Whats
Going on

I want you to push your hand through this display
It sounds absurd
But try

What do you-

How were you even doing this? That was a display, why was your hand going through it?
With all your senses encased in static, you seemed to disappear off the ‘real’ world.
Before you could question it, you were in the TCO.

And, in front of you, was your avatar.

-Connecting to in-game chat-

[Y/lerato]
What??!?@?!

[Y/A/monitor]
This is something the other guild leaders have been doing for a long time
They refuse to tell anyone because its such an advantage against anyone else
I figured you should know about it
Before the data wipe my former persona couldnt seem to tell you

[Y/A/monitor]
Are you okay

[Y/lerato]
This is so weird
I thought vr was cool but this
Wow
This is another level

[Y/A/monitor]
Its dangerous
I think
Maybe the reason why i didnt want to tell you was because you could seriously get hurt
People have stopped playing for good after their avatar got fatally wounded
And thats without this secret

[Y/A/monitor]
Can you promise me something

[Y/lerato]
Yes of course

[Y/A/monitor]
Dont try to use this all the time
Its a way to get from location to location
But relying on it
Makes me uneasy

[Y/lerato]
Yeah
Wait
Location to location
Like
You can teleport?

[Y/lerato]
Okay holy shit this is really overpowered
But
Youre right
I wont use this unless i really need to

[Y/A/monitor]
Thank you

You watch as Monitor slowly regained their model as fragments pieced themselves together around their body.

[Y/lerato]
I really thought you werent coming back

[Y/A/monitor]
Its a miracle i still have this body
Its like my former self didnt want to let go of it
I dont even remember why they were so upset
Im just glad i found this room to recover in

[Y/lerato]
Yeah
Stay here as long as you need
Ill take care of things soon but
Can i stay here for a bit

[Y/A/monitor]
Sure

You take a seat on the blocky couch as Monitor slowly joins you. They rest their head against your shoulder.

Even if they weren’t going to be the ‘Monitor’ you knew again,
You’re just so glad to have your friend back.

Escapism :: 7

(wake up, wake up!) The day is young, and the rays of the sister suns are eager to embrace your skin.
Aren’t you excited?
These fights are exactly what you’re looking for, no?
This event, whatever it’ll be called in a few years’ time, will be unparalleled. Never have you seen so many players attacking each other so ruthlessly with whatever means they could. The night cycles were constantly lit up with player sprites and ammunition.
Phrases about power and how it changes people are lobbed around in conversations repeatedly and it’s starting to make sense why this is such a common saying.
You’ve only been nominated as the Rostam leader for a few months, but its impacted you greatly.
But… was ‘impact’ even the right word? Maybe you should stick to ‘changed’, but you don’t feel like you’ve really…

(wake up already!)
Changed all that much.
The position of being a leader means you’ve been granted access to an avatar, and not to mention the sheer number of members willing to follow your command.
You’ve been told winning the hearts of players was the most difficult thing to do as a new leader, but lady luck is on your side. You’ve proven yourself with your devotion.
This is only a game, and you’re very aware of that. (why wont you wake up?)

You and a handful of Rostam members secure the final scrapes of this pitiful guild. You’re not going to recall the name they came up with, its just not worth it.
This territory was yours anyway.

A dot blemishes the cloudless sky. It remained stationary until the rest of your team look at it, now abruptly zipping away.
In the grand scheme of things, Rostam wasn’t going to win. No single guild will win so long as the servers stay running.
But you were going to make sure players revered your guild for the following years to come.

please wake up already
Finally, you acknowledge the muffled pleas interrupting the memory you’ve been replaying.

[R/A/radar]
ah
ahh
ahhhhhh youre awake !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahshjajh!
shit!!1
i thought you were gone for good dont scare me like that

You had something to say in response to Radar, but your surroundings catch your tongue.

[R/aither]
why are we here

[R/A/radar]
where else am i meant to take you asshole
you could have died.

The severity of the situation finally kicks in.

[R/aither]
okay
yeah
whatever
i dont know i just thought youd bring me to base or something
been a while since we came here

[R/A/radar]
base
is just as bad
i
imean. people are defending it but it just seems so easy for them to target you again if you went back there straight away
AND
branwen is around for no fucking reason like. Hello? but like a lot of them have retreated cos veil ran away. idk whats going on there thtats like so out of character but like if youre there the rest of these dickheads are going to maul us to death

Radar’s anxious blathering went on for far too long.
You wanted to ask if he had lost any data, but this attitude was very much like him.

[R/aither]
you dont seem eager to take me back

[R/A/radar]
yeah! well done for figuring that out smartass! @
youre gonna have to go to your stupid job anyway in an hour so after that you can do whatever you want i dont care

[R/aither]
an hour
oh my fucking god that is like no time at all i need to get out of here

[R/A/radar]
you dont take an hour to get ready what

[R/aither]
if i dont turn up to work early today to compensate i will have my shit kicked in
thanks for saving me but i gotta go

As you take your leave, you feel a tug on your jacket. You cancel the command and swerve around, breaking the flimsy grasp he had on you.

[R/aither]
what

[R/A/radar]
aither
if you
really died just then
what was i meant to do

[R/aither]
if i died huh

[R/aither]
why worry about that
youll have a new leader before i die
when i eventually get carpal tunnel from this game and work someone else will take over and ill log off
thats the more realistic ending
not outright dying

[R/A/radar]
i
was hoping
you wouldnt go there
noone else is going to think like you
lead like you

You don’t have time for this.

[R/A/radar]
fine if you dont wnt to be late thn go

You leave without saying a word. Whatever else you said was only going to sour his mood even further, and you were getting too good at it.
You blame it on the attack. Anyone in his position would act off.
Once you reappear in your room, you get ready to catch the bus and be a loyal part of the workforce.

The journey was forgettable. You were able to zone out for most of the trip, until you get to the building lifts, because there…

Stood your coworker, Jane. Someone you worked with first, and a sibling second.

always the early bird huh

I’m surprised you’re here too. Fully expected you to come in an hour late.

hey well im
immmm repenting for my sins

The joke falls flat. The two of you step inside, Jane pressing the buttons as you awkwardly shuffle to the back.

Aither.
I don’t care what you’re doing.
Just stop using our mother as an excuse to get time off.

whoa okay when the hell did you start caring about her

I don’t, actually. You’re taking words out of my mouth.
Madam asked me yesterday why I hadn’t gone with you to see our oh so sick mother. Her, of all people, hospitalised. What a sick joke. Was that really the best excuse you could come up with?
Do you think it’s funny to have me lie all the time? How embarrassing it is for me to tell her some ridiculous reason as to why I didn’t come along?

hey wait i
alright fine i wont say that again if it pisses you off that much

Don’t invite me to lunch later.

wasnt going to thank you very much

The two of you greet your boss without a hint of annoyance in your voices, seated in the office afterwards in complete silence.
You’re convinced putting up an act runs in the family. She does a far better job than you in that regard. You wondered why yesterday she was chattier than usual, and it turns out that was why. It bothers you. You’re at your desk but you can’t seem to get yourself to log into your work PC and take your mind off it.

Normalcy returns when the rest of your colleagues fill up the room. The day goes as normally as it can get as you mindlessly read over documents.
You occasionally talk to Veera, but the two of you don’t really get a conversation going.

She wears a fatigued expression. It was probably for the best if you didn’t bother her.

As you and a handful of people head out to lunch, you get a glimpse at the messages you’ve received. A handful of updates from forum posts, and, of course,…
Messages from Radar.

[TCO//R/A/radar]
hi
sorry for
um
/that/
earlier
its not just me feeling this way i think every other avatar is on edge too
like.
theres this feeling that something way worse is going to happen. maybe its just part of my code to act this way but im not going to ignore it. i wish i could
basically
i got nervous! i got nervous.
but anyway we can forget about whatever that was
and the thing with jane that was actually so rude of her
like who the fuck do you think you are LOL?
youre probably not gonna read this until lunch are you
sorry. i dont wanna ruin the vibes

The string of texts end there. You heave a sigh, catching the attention of your colleague… and it makes you jump.

on tco again?

my god dont scare me like that

hehehe
its so hard to get off of it huh?

tell me about it

yeah, about last night...

Agnes continues this conversation in a hushed voice. The ambience of a crowded street made it perfect to communicate this information.

theres a silver lining to all of it, at least for my position.
i can just walk into most places without being noticed.
and cause of that i was thinking about sneaking my laptop in to keep messing with people in the aquamarine region, but i forgot…

wow youre going over the top for the guild

least i can do. cant imagine what the-

So secretive back there, what are we missing out on?

uh-

yes were totally talking shit behind your back
we didnt want to bother you two lovebirds either

Oh this again

shes right though i cant imagine the two of you separated for too long.

i think thatd cause a disaster Please glue yourselves Together for everyones safety

yeah what kaze said. oh speaking of glue were near a stationery shop, wanna have a look?

yeah theyre doing discounts for the elderly i hope you have your id

What! If you guys are gonna call us old then have some respect!

The continuous teasing successfully pulls Nexus away from asking any further questions. You heave a sigh of relief when Tom continues the conversation from there.
Just before you enter the restaurant, you excuse yourself to “take a phone call”, emphasising how urgent it was.

[TCO//R/aither]
i really dont know what you want me to say
maybe ill have an actual answer at some point
but not right now
if you just wanted me to apologise you could have said that from the start
because everyone wants me to apologise
so here goes
im soooooo
so sorry
im so sorry for being a shit leader and a shit person i shouldnt breathe shouldnt be alive i shouldnt EXIST

[TCO//R/A/radar]
dude.
just forget it.

[TCO//R/aither]
god fine

[TCO//R/A/radar]
im serious
lets just pretend that these conversations never happened.
monitor’s back. im gonna ask the usual suspects to cover this time since you cant be online. and dont talk to me about saving face this time you are acting like a fucking toddler. !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[TCO//R/aither]
oh my guvkinh hof i get it

You were equally as done with this conversation as he was. Or so you think; the texts still echo in your head.
At the very least, your colleagues don’t suspect a thing. Thank god for that, you just wanted to have lunch in peace.

look at this.

look at what

Seb plunges their phone into your field of view.

hey watch where youre
oh

The chatter in the restaurant delved into infrequent mutters. News catches on quickly as it becomes the single topic in this space.
You glance around, a handful of people looking intensely at their phones.
Slowly, you return the phone. You could tell the others were dying to say something, but your orders come in just in time. What was usually a time when people talked about their meal was instead a period of silence.

Whats with the weird faces?? Food not good?

oh nonono its great!
its just sad that this place is gonna close in a month or so.

Is it?!

yeah. huge shame i came across this place so late. im gonna come back whenever i can. heres their post.

You watch as Seb quickly swipes away from TCO footage to the restaurant’s page.
The conversation steers into food, and the next potential place to visit.
Your colleauges, now warming up to the dull conversation chip into the talk, letting it drag on until it was time to pay the bill and leave.

Your ‘group’ waits for Tom and Nexus to take a couple steps, then huddle together.

was that video actually real

i know those people… how the hell did that happen?
theyre not the kind to let that happen so easily
that whole group, wiped away like it was nothing

really im still in shock. no idea they had it in them to be so brutal.

their avatar looks a bit different too did you guys notice

what, really? let me see

The conversation happening right in front of you was slowly turning into white noise.
It would’ve been convenient to call the video fake, a fan animation, something from the Yggdrasil guild made just to piss you off, but reality finally catches up to you.
Maybe there was a reason for that dream.

haha
hahahahhaaaa
ive been playing way too nice

Escapism :: 8

Water trickles down a sink you’ve left unattended. An extraction fan at the end of this bathroom chugs along tirelessly. Lights overhead are gently humming a tune.
Your vision is hazier than usual; no thanks to the almost piercing headache lingering since you got up this morning. Was it worth staying up so late? Given the circumstances last night, you were so certain of it being so crucial (and for good reason), but now, you’re having doubts.
It was hard to recognise the person in the mirror like this, but the feeling was far from foreign. Usually you tell yourself that ‘it’s just not your day’ and move on, but at this moment the ideas have been clinging on tighter than usual.
As long as your glasses were aligned right and your hair wasn’t too much of a mess, you were going to be okay.
You leave the increasingly suffocating bathroom to an equally uncomfortable office space.

It’s… awfully quiet. You were certain that you had been away for a while, too.
Just to make sure, you check the timing on your PC. No doubt about it, this was well past everyone’s designated lunch hour.
After a couple of seconds clicking and dragging your cursor across the screen, you reluctantly decide to consult Jane. You weren’t sure why she stayed in today when she usually was eager to escape at any given moment. At the very least, you weren’t the only one in.

Hey, its… a bit late for the others, don’t you think?

It is.

Have they said anything in that group chat?

Mm-mm.

…Oh.

How helpful. You don’t usually speak to her, so you brush off the blunt responses. You were more concerned about how none of them said anything in the group chat. At this point, surely one of them would have come back by now, and maybe the others were distracted by god knows what.

Could you… ask where they are?

They’ll probably come back by the time I hit send, you know.
But sure, whatever.

Were you really asking for so much?

Actually, you don’t have to. I’ll go down myself.

What?

I’ll go down.
And look for them.
They can’t have gone far, right? I’m pretty sure I heard what street the restaurant was at, so I can figure it out from there.

Well-no, but do you really have to bother? I mean, I just said they’ll probably turn up at any point.

I’m worried.

Alright, suit yourself.

Leaving the building was relatively smooth. This wasn’t a time when many people were entering or leaving, so your path was uninterrupted for the most part.
The streets outside of this building refused to follow such rules. People weave around you. If you stuck to your lane and looked a certain level of unbothered, nobody would bat an eye.
This didn’t work for very long. Eventually it gets to the point where you had to stop before a crowd.

Hold on, a crowd? Here?

But
That can’t be right.
That voice-no, that scream was from…

Aither?

I TOLD YOU
I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT OF MY WAY

youre going to hurt someone!

FUCKING LET ME GO

stop--guys don’t film this! what the hell is wrong with you all? she needs space, not a million eyes on her, are you fucking kidding me?!

Did you hear them? Put the goddamn phones away! Leave already! Go!!

This couldn’t be happening.
Of all the things to happen, you never thought it would lead to people surrounding your coworkers, filming them, even, for something like this.
But you couldn’t just stand there.
It was a struggle to make it to the front of the almost unmovable crowd. Only there you were able to make out what was happening.
Aither being held back by Seb. Agnes stood close to the two of them as though to stop her if she got out of their restraint. Kaze, Tom and Nexus huddled around whilst occasionally hurling a shout at people recording.
Now you were in the mix. You didn’t need perfect vision to realise that all cameras were on you now.
It wasn’t going to help if you begged for people to put their phones away. You take another step forward.

M-move out of the way! I know these people, let me through! What’s going on?!

veera??

shit.

Wait, Veera, don’t get any closer, this is-

What happened?

I don’t-

LET GO OF ME

What, so I came all the way here just for you to have me turn around?

its not something we can talk about here im so serious you need to step back

This wasn’t going anywhere.

Then let her go.

what?!

Let her go! Do you all think this is going to calm her down? I don’t think so! I want to talk to her alone, you’re all making this so much worse!

But-

But what?! Keep her like this for another hour? Everyone behind us would happily stay and keep watching this unfold. Do you all want that? It’ll only mean more so-called ‘content’ for everyone to see! Hell, we might as well make the news! Do you all want that?! You might as well never be able to show your faces again if that happens!!

That wasn’t at all meant to become a rant. You let them converse between each other, waiting for their ultimatum. During this brief pocket of lesser tension, you realise how ragged your breath had become, how you had pretty much snapped in front of everyone.

okay fine
well go

The group cautiously steps away. Kaze waits for the others to leave before speaking to you briefly.

i trust you with her
but theyre worried

They don’t have to worry. I’ll handle this just fine.

Proving yourself to this group was part of your pay grade at this point.
If there wasn’t a group behind you, this would’ve been a perfect time to yell at these morons.
Seriously!! Keeping someone vulnerable restrained?!@? Claiming that she was dangerous??##@ To people around her!#@!(@ my fucking GOD!!!!!

The opportunity to approach Aither opens as Seb finally lets her go. She slumps down much like a puppet with strings cut, now sat on the floor with her head hung low.
She wasn’t shouting or flailing about like the others had been unintentionally making her do anymore. Who would have guessed?
You carefully get down to her level. Well, as close as you could at the very least so you could speak to her.

Aither, are you okay? Can you tell me what happened?

No answer.

…That’s okay too. It looked like they put you through hell. You don’t need me piling on that too.
Let’s at least go somewhere else. Somewhere quiet. We don’t have to go back to the office just yet. Can you stand?

You put your hand out so she could stand up with support, but she ends up silently getting up on her own.
It was obvious that she was ready to get out of here too, waiting for you yourself to get up. You lead the way as she walks beside you at a slightly slower pace.

This was going to be a bit of an intermission from work. You were certain everyone involved was going to get in some level of trouble, unless someone had high enough points in charisma, maybe.
Who would that even be? Kaze or Tom could probably formulate something.
Hours spent deescalating situations in the TCO have really helped you out in a situation you never thought would’ve happened; to people you knew personally, no less.
Moments ago, you were surrounded by waves of people. This lane felt like the polar opposite; you couldn’t make out any silhouettes or the sounds of footsteps other than Aither’s and your own.

Why don’t we stop here?

You make this suggestion whilst leaning on a guardrail. She follows suit.

You’re not hurt anywhere, are you?

im not

That’s good. I’m gonna scold them. They shouldn’t have done that.

its fine
i couldve done something to someone
they were right to hold me back
i really felt like i could have hurt someone badly
youd do the same if
if

She stammers, and eventually comes to a halt. You wait for her to collect herself.

if the people that kept you together for so long werent around anymore
what the hell are you meant to do
why was i the one left behind
i want revenge
they should still be here right now
none of this wouldve happened if i wasnt such a fucking IDIOT

Aither...

You slowly reach over to hold her hand. She was a lot colder than you thought.

You’re right. I’d have no idea how to act in a situation like that. But you’re not an idiot.

dont give me that shit

You felt her hand curl up and pull away from yours, her voice faltering.

Hey, I’m not saying this for no reason. You’re not an idiot. I’ve worked with you for a while now and I’m pretty sure I’d know by now if you were being stupid or not.
If you’re what you say you are, then losing your friends wouldn’t mean anything to you. You wouldn’t be reacting like this. Hell, you even want revenge! I don’t know why you put yourself down so often.
You care a lot more than you think you do. I hear it as you speak. I wish…

I wish you could see that about yourself.

You’re letting your own feelings spill.
This isn’t about you.

I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be talking down at you at a time like this.

She pulls your hand back, and you could tell that she was staring. The question was, though, was it a look of revulsion?
Her grasp tightens until she pulls you in for a hug.

youre always so nice to me
you even
came all the way out here for me
just
i just dont get why

There’s a twinge of sadness in your heart when you hear her say this, a stream of thoughts go through your mind, before, eventually,

Do I really need to spell it out for you?

what
yes cause im a fucking i-

I like you.
I like you a lot.

what
WHAT
no
no youre joking right now
nononono

I-

Wait.

Oh my god this is such a bad time to confess please just forget that.
Oh my god.
Your friends are gone and I’m telling you this shit?
I’m so sorry. Oh my fucking god.

no [cough] no please
[very loud cough]
why the hell are you apologising
i mean thats fucking ridiculous
youre not
joking
at all
are you

No!!!

This wasn’t at all where you wanted the conversation to steer. It all happened so suddenly. You made your confession there and then and you can’t take it back.

fuck
hahahaha
all this time i
i genuinely thought
you were just being nice to me for the sake of it
that you sat next to me out of pity but youre telling me

It’s not like that at all! My god, Aither, do you really think anyone in the office has the time to be so fake?

oh you have no idea

I’m going to pretend you didn't say that. For my own sake.

yeah
uhm
well
shit

…It’s getting late, isn’t it?

it
sure is

What do we even say when we’re back?

ive got a great reason
sorry for having a mental breakdown in the middle of a street the food was just that good

Ha!
No, no, something more serious…

food poisoning

Don’t you get that hours later?

cmon help me out here

I’m not really that creative.

i passed out cause of low blood pressure
thats something i have how about that

I… guess that works?

hey who knows madam might not even give a shit she has like five other people to scold

That’s a good point.

Putting this to the test, you both return to the building and, as predicted, madam was giving a stern scolding to the other group. You hunch over to hide from her field of view. She probably saw you regardless, so there was a good chance that the two of you were next.

She was really having a go at them, huh?

yeah
loves to hear her own voice
i saw them for a split second everyone looked miserable

Aither lets out a snort. You couldn’t help but chuckle too, and before you knew it, you were both laughing away at the absurdity of it all.

Escapism :: 9

An array of clocks in the distance promptly reminds those in their vicinity of each minute, and eventually, each hour that passes.
This is an area past the Wastelands. It is an area ungoverned; not by choice, but instead by how futile efforts were to find and enter such a location.
A body amidst vast nothingness lays unmoving, letting time wash over her. She has emphasised, with her expression, that she is exhausted. She does not want to continue. She wants to keep her eyes shut for as long as the hands of these clocks tick. She is truly the textbook definition of defeat and futility.
All because of a scratch on her neck from a meaningless scuffle.
I didn’t train her to act this way.
Do you hear me?
Get up.

What use of a leader are you if you think you can let yourself die in unknown territory? Have the decency to be killed in battle, or, even better, don’t be killed at all.
You cannot make the same lethal mistake as I have. You know exactly what it is, it cost me everything. A tragedy doesn’t happen twice. It’s embarrassing if it does, so save us both some face.
You have died before. You know this is nothing new. Are you listening? I know you are, this isn’t the kind of game you’re used to where you can simply pause it and step away. We’re way past that.

There we go.

Why do you always give up when you're almost there?

Just as an answer forms on your lips, the faint feeling of someone standing in front of you vanishes.
It makes sense. She knew your worded answers were never as good as the performances you laid out.
She was always like this.
You take a step forward but with a lack of ground beneath, instead awkwardly stumble with each footstep. You could still ‘walk’ if you guided your mind away from overthinking it.
This was a start, at least. If the rumours were true, nobody was able to get here through legitimate manners, and that meant nobody could pry on you in this vulnerable state.

The gash from Veil no longer stings.
Veil. What had it been up to? You attempt to get into contact with it, only to be greeted with an empty screen, displaying not even a simple error message.
While you were at it, you checked to see if you could leave and return to your flat, but…
It was like you were cut out entirely from the server.
Was this intentional?
How much time have you spent here? These clocks told you nothing. For all the noise they made, you kind of hoped for something of use. Unfortunately, not even your measly attempt to interact with one gave you the answer you wanted.

[*/A/titan]
May I inquire as to why thou hast decided to resort to such violent means on an inanimate object?

[B/rae]
SHit

Who the hell was this?
The nametag tells you clearly, but there was no way that this avatar was…

[*/A/titan]
Well?

[B/rae]
No…
I shouldn’t even- I shouldn’t be here.
You did this! How else would I get past Wastelands? Explain yourself!

[*/A/titan]
How hasty of thou to already point fingers.
With thine erratic personality, it would seem a poor choice on mine end to say much on the matter…

This Fucking Guy And His Fucking Pattern Of Speech

[B/rae]
Fine! Just get me out of here. How hard is that!

[*/A/titan]
Are thy own concerns only being upset with a greeting and leaving this space?
Thy eyes tell another tale.

You briefly unclench your fists. Of course you wanted to know more, it was pretty obvious from what you were trying to do with the clock. There’s objects in the distance you’ve sworn you’ve seen in other guild cities before. Parts of buildings, streets, hell, even things from your guild.
Not to mention the elephant in the...this space.

[B/rae]
...And you’ll answer my questions?

[*/A/titan]
To the best of mine abilities, sure. But thou must be aware of how things work here. A contract to uphold has me, as Siren continuously says, but calling these ’secrets between two very good friends’ liketh me.

[B/rae]
Ugh.
I… need to know what Veil is doing. If its alive.

[*/A/titan]
Oh?
Is this not a matter thou can perform on thy own?

[B/rae]
I-I wouldn’t be asking otherwise.

[*/A/titan]
Veil has been operating perfectly fine on its own.
Art thou worried?

[B/rae]
How can I be worried about something that killed me.

That confirms things. It was still up and running. Had it blocked you? No, that wasn’t possible between player and avatar, so-

[*/A/titan]
Killed thee? How amusing. Thou art far from death’s claws. A protocol for matters has us. It would be a concern if anyone were to go missing for such a long period.
But what knows I? I seem to be looking at an expert on such a matter.

[B/rae]
..,,,,

It was like nothing even happened to you.
You remember the swarm of blue hovering over buildings, gradually getting closer until-
And yet, he hasn't mentioned anything of the sort.

[B/rae]
Then how long have I been away…?

[*/A/titan]
2 days and 15 hours. Or, at least, that was when I first noticed thee in this location.

[B/rae]
UH?

[*/A/titan]
And out of nowhere, too! Do avatars not have the right to some ‘me-time’? For shame, truly.

[B/rae]
What the hell is that? And why do you look so…

[*/A/titan]
Look so what?

[B/rae]
God, I don’t know! Different!

[*/A/titan]
A change of appearance once in a while is much like a breath of fresh air, is it not?
What, dost thou prefer mine previous form? Hmph.

[B/rae]
This was pointless. I need to leave.

[*/A/titan]
And thou will leave through what means, exactly?

[B/rae]
Some-somehow!

Your plan- or, lack thereof- is taken as a joke. Titan seems to know this place better than anyone else, and you’ve made yourself look like an idiot in front of him. A lot of ‘exceptions’ You might as well grovel in front of him for a smidge of pity.

[*/A/titan]
What an uncomfortable expression.

[B/rae]
uuurgh
immmmgonnafigureitoutttt

[*/A/titan]
As if. Even I myself hast no clue how thine body appeared. There was the assumption that thou intentionally barged thine way past the Wastelands, but, clearly not…

[B/rae]
What!
So you didn’t do this! You didn’t bring me here for some stu-reason.

[*/A/titan]
No.

[B/rae]
Why didn’t you-
Why didn’t you say???

[*/A/titan]
Lol
Lmao even

Every avatar is a stupid piece of shit egotistical asshole and you’re reminded of this on the daily.
Every minute spent here is more time wasted not knowing what the rest of the TCO was up to.
And it would’ve been a great time for you to have taken the teleportation ability, if only-

[*/siren]
youre finally up
was starting to wonder how to break the news to everyone. a eulogy? i dont know you that well though.

Only now, having seen Siren, do you start to feel something more than passive irritation.

[B/rae]
You.
You’re always itching to start a fight.
Something that was between me and Veil was taken, by you, of all people, and-

[*/siren]
it wouldve been great content-wise if everyone saw you die to veil, but things never go as i hope.
hows alya by the way?
better question where did you put her dead bo-

Your hands act on their own. You waste no time striking your blade against this demon.
It doesn’t collide against the target you intended. Your weapon dissipates as Titan lowers his arm.

[*/A/titan]
That was hardly a bright move from thee, Rae.

[*/siren]
heheh

[B/rae]
Don’t ever mention her name again.

[*/siren]
did i strike a nerve?
ah fine whatever I have more pressing issues to deal with
times almost up
you can keep her company until then
dont really see the point of sending her back this late

[*/A/titan]
So soon?

[*/siren]
time flies, doesnt it!
cya losers

[B/rae]
…
...What?

[*/A/titan]
Was attacking her really necessary?

You were slowly but surely becoming desperate to get back to your guild.

[B/rae]
Tell me what she meant by ‘times almost up’.
And-and she could’ve taken me back?!
I- I don’t know what any of this means and I need to get out of here, you can’t-

[*/A/titan]
I had the impression thou had been a calm and collected leader considering the management of the Branwen Guild and yet, somehow, I have been proven wrong over and over.
Thou art but a fool.

[B/rae]
...Are you even listening to me?

He waves a claw over a nearby clock.
The hands were getting dangerously close to midnight, and each tick grew louder.

[*/A/titan]
The countdown has ended.
Something big is on its way. Something glorious.

[B/rae]
YOU-

-210,861 players have been signed off.-
-Avatars set to hibernation mode. Goodnight!-

[P/null]
You just had to keep her in the dark, huh?
Throw her a bone, Titan, she’s only a cannibal. Life’s rough.

[*/A/titan]
Oh…?

[P/null]
Siren left just as I wanted to have a chat.
Tell your ‘very good friend’ this for me, will you?

The TCO was offline.
Any attempts at logging in were futile.
Your heart races. You hold onto your desk as though you were going to lose it if you didn’t.
Staggered breaths slowly eased into short huffs. You were back in your room, but at what cost?
Your phone blinks in the corner of your vision. That’s right… you could look at the forums.

- Thread: Blue Guild General [bgg] -
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[TCO//B/user]
[bgg] :: Shut It All Down Edition
!new players: [link]
!hourly log: [link]
!leader updates: [link]
!roadmap: [link]
!previous thread: [link]
Make sure your contacts for local support teams are up to date.
(I had to make a new thread just for this because you stupid cunts are flooding every other thread. Servers will come back on eventually, so calm down.)
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[TCO//B/user]
These TCO devs are out of their fucking minds if they think kicking off players at peak timing is going to bolster their already dogshit reputation.
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[TCO//B/user]
I LOVE TCO
I LOVE THE LAG
I LOVE BEATING OTHER USERS SKULLS IN
I LOVE GETTING MY ACCOUNT DELETED
SIMPLE AS!!!!!!!!!!
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[TCO//B/user]
has dearest leader said anything recently or did she fall off the face of earth again
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[TCO//B/user]
I think the devs were fed up with people leaking new updates so theyre punishing everyone this time
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[TCO//B/user]
an update now of all times?
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[TCO//B/user]
I think they got mad at me for being too online
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[TCO//B/user]
HJAHAHAHA HOLY SHIT YOU ARE FUCKED. IN-GAME FOR 38 HOURS? DROP DEAD
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[TCO//B/user]
Bro…
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[TCO//B/user]
does anyone in this thread smoke weed?
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[TCO//B/user]
Oh so nobody’s going to explain whats been going on before the mass logout
Got it
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[TCO//B/user]
i think you would have gotten a clear answer if you weren’t so pretentious about it. stay in the dark dumb fuck
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[TCO//B/user]
Any one here know if that betting site is legit
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[TCO//B/user]
you could not be any vaguer than that tf?
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[TCO//B/user]
That site to bet on how many kills a guild gets?
You’re really betting on a game like this?
Go outside mate
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[TCO//B/user]
im no mod but i dont think we should b encouraging gamba as enticing as it is ..

The following replies sunk into pointless arguments about how to run the forums and comparisons with other guilds.
…
You hate to admit it, but the voice calls were looking to be more reliable at this rate. New members being allowed to post on threads was a mistake.
At the very least there was a way to filter this out in private servers.

-Connecting to “Branwen Tradies” :: Coordination VC-

[TCO//B/user :: {stock}haniyya]
-and its been pretty annoying trying to get anyone new to cooperate its like they join just so they can say ‘I was here!’ and then forget about the game once their normie friends find some other new fad

[TCO//B/user :: {spyglass}jane]
It’s been pretty bad for everyone. I’ve seen a handful of smaller guilds get overwhelmed cause they’re not explicitly private and not long after be shut down cause of it.

[TCO//B/user :: {stock}haniyya]
right!
makes me wonder what the actual private guilds are doing i hardly ever hear about them
that kaze guy cant even write about them in his newsletters cause they always turn him down sosad

[TCO//B/user :: {security}ahurra]
you read that stuff?

[TCO//B/user :: {stock}haniyya]
eehhh welllll
its like a guilty pleasure
when they clean up gossip into a neatly packaged article i cant help it

[TCO//B/user :: {spyglass}jane]
There is truth to the gossip, so it isn’t entirely time wasted.
Anyway, I should have said this earlier, but we should give up on new users..

[TCO//B/user :: {stock}haniyya]
ah???

[TCO//B/user :: {security}ahurra]
the 5 new users listening right now arent gonna be happy to hear that haha.

[TCO//B/user :: {spyglass}jane]
So?
They’re not helping at all, are they? Especially in a time like this when everyone’s fighting everyone.
You remember those strikes from two nights ago, right?
That wasn’t a shelved move like before, that was avatars throwing themselves at targets.
Rostam’s extra destructive cause of their top members being wiped out for good. Yggdrasil’s taking advantage of it to end their little meaningless fight for good. Then what? If Rostam goes down, we’re next.
It’s only going to get worse. I told people to get into gear with that first strike, and when people finally sobered up-

[TCO//B/user :: {security}ahurra]
yes yes i think we get it now.
i agree. the grace period we've given these newbies has gone on waaaaay too long.
once were back online were show everyone what branwen really is about.

-Disconnected from “Branwen Tradies” :: Coordination VC-

Looks like the more reasonable members of Branwen know what to do next.

I have ideas of my own, so,
I don’t want to rely on you anymore.
You’ve done too much for me. I’m taking off this leash.